What? What do you want me to say? Something witty? clever? funny? Something positive?
My feelings don’t change. I am still angry, still bitter. Still, don’t trust anyone. I try really hard to fit in with normal folk, cis folk, you know, find some sort of job, take care of the people around me but the reality is I literally feel completely alien and incompatible with society. I feel like a fucked up science experiment. I would say the cute thing like ‘ohhhh girls are from venus’ and shrugged off my commentary, but I am not from Venus, I am from Mars obviously. A dead, red planet, and old sister earth. A dead place for dead souls. For ruined people. For the very damaged. For those who wear out their welcome. For the killers of joy.