This ones’s another painful one. I’ll be honest. I’m pretty lost here. This place. This country. I feel so disconnected. I feel like I am going to here forever. I don’t know if I am ever going home. Which is weird because the visa has a time frame. What if I don’t reach that? The great escape. Escape to what? Escape to isolation? Am I already there? Is there nothing I can really do from here?